points to be made.

i think i'm good.

like,
i've got issues, and i don't do well when i've got issues.
because my best actions,
and my best thoughts,
are guided by the back of my mind.

if i've got something on the back of my mind
my father
my flat
my flatmates. 2.
school
work
her(?)
decisions
the electricity bill
the broken oven
them(?)
 well,
if i've got something on the back of my mind,
i'm not good.

because if something's really heavy on the back of my mind, the rest of my mind is uselessly floating about.

so i need to bring the issues from the back
to the front.

i can't deal with anything if i have something on the back of my mind,
so i need to face the issues,
so i can deal with anything.

i can't smile at strangers if i've got something on the back of my mind,
i can't be a good soon
flatmate
student
worker
him.
ffs,'got it.

cu alte cuvinte, tre' sa vad ce-am in spate
si n-o sa mai fiu...
shaky.

cum zicea si Aes,

"as long as I know right and wrong
I'll be OK,
I'll sing."


am nevoie de treaba aia,
cu cat o cantaresc mai mult,
cu atat cred ca chiar am nevoie de treaba aia.

sper ca atunci cand ajung acolo sa fac ce trebuie
vreau ca atunci cand ajung acolo sa fac ce trebuie.

get solid.