duminică, 20 decembrie 2020

 Dupa cum am spus si dimineata, mi.a placut felul.cum ai pus problema: "nu stiu multe despre asta dar eu asa am inteles", si ca ai subliniat si solutia.

Inca simt ca ar trebui petrecut mai mult timp cu solutia: si practic(ex: la vicii le facem din obisnuinta si atunci putem sa le inlocuim cu actiuni nedaunatoare) dar mai ales la nivel de principiu si de spiritual: sa fim constienti ca este o lupta si sa ne bazam pe Domnul ca atunci cand luptam.


Iar despre informatia transmisa, cred ca daca iti asumi sursa, fie si pe scurt, oamenii pot avea mai multa incredere in tine. Pentru ca pot evalua singuri informatia: asta a citit fr pastor pe internet sau asta spune doctrina adventista sau asta a simtit si experimentat fr pastor. Plus, si aici este chestiune de care.s constient ca sunt legat eu in special, dar daca fr pastor spune ca de la masturbare orbesti , fapt despre care stiu ca.i fals si tot el spune ca Domnul Isus ma iarta, de unde stiu eu ca afirmatia ca Domnul Isus ma iarta nu este si ea falsa? 


Mi se pare greu si obositor de facut (argumentul. fr Niță legat de distanțarea de oameni este rational) dar daca.ti asumi calitatea informatiei ca zidesti o biserica in care oamenii si gandesc si au si incredere in pastor.


Interesant, oricum, ca am primit impresia ca oamenii astia deja au incredere in tine si te simt de.al lor. Ca om, nu doar ca pastor. Si mi se pare super ca pui accent la final pe rugaciuni multe si scurte; am auzit de la un prieten ca si Ellen White mergea pe asta. Cred ca creaza deschidere si implicare, dincolo de faptul ca rugaciunea in fata oamenilor o simt personal ca avand niste beneficii deosebite.


Ah, mi.a fost dor sa.to dau feedback :D


Inca o data, multumesc inca o data de primire, si apreciez mult ceea ce faci si ceea ce reprezinți prin ce faci ca pastor. Ma faci sa ma gandesc tot mai mult ca biserica poate fi si astazi ceea ce cred eu c.a fost intentionat sa fie la inceput si ca ar putea meritat investit in ea.


Iti sunt recunoscator, si.ti raman aproape.


miercuri, 18 noiembrie 2020

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vineri, 15 mai 2020

Tot prin perioada asta a anului, acum niste ani ziceam ceva de genu' ca "Oamenii ca noi nu-si permit luxul regretului".

Inca sustin, dar vreau sa reformulez:

Don't waste your drums.

https://youtu.be/AICYx-6YX40

Multumesc.  

luni, 27 aprilie 2020

'was in my comfort zone

'was singing selfish songs.




...


take me as I am, and make me as You will.




Kind regards,

Ian

miercuri, 1 aprilie 2020

nevoia de validare

'mi-as picioarele


-n ea nevoie de validare exterioara. externa. exterceva.


ian, ce jmek esti c-ai muncit si azi, ian
ai suportat si azi dezordinea din jur, ian
ian,
ce bine vorbesti,
ian,
 ce fain gandesti,
 ce misto ca te-ai trezit,

ian,

ian,

ce misto-ti camuflezi starea aia frecata de spirit,
ian,
ce bine ce te-ai prins c-o ascunzi si ca acum n-o mai ascunzi
si ce fain e ca desi nu esti ceea ce-mi doresc eu esti totusi misto,
ian,


ian,
e bine, ian.


'mi-as picioarele
mi-as freakin' picioarele.


and it's annoying,
that i can barely find the strength to be thankful.

but, for what it's worth, at least i spotted it. the need for external validation.

now i see it.
now i can work with it.

which does not mean
that 'mi-as picioarele ala se diminueaza,

but,
it's like,

He has a plan.
short term, and long term.

so, yeah.

i am annoyed, but that's okay.  i'm often annoyed before doing good stuff.

'love you much, om. i love you as much as i love my neighbour
'promise i'm trying
'promise to be doing.

hai, hai ca poti.

duminică, 29 martie 2020

i wanna remember this


so i'll throw some stuff at it in a random order



"got to keep moving,
connect with a loved one everyday
go for short walks
bake an insane amount of cookies
be present"

http://www.lunarbaboon.com/?fbclid=IwAR1sDAuC18Ejyjc9ImF_LfhBbpDXB9rg4kkmGzoumLZUiy_cmeTNPdasn78


- Denisa.

- God can give amazing stuff (mountain people, sensational girl) but also just cool stuff you need (quietness, freedom to be yourself)

- the idea of analysing, of... descompunerea in factori primi ai actiunilor

sin: why 'you doing it, what part of it is sinful, need is triggering it; how to satisfy the identified need in a non-sinful way


- "I love you, brother. but I believe what you are doing is wrong. So I won't encourage you to do it, I won't help you do it if it's against my principles, but if you ever want to step away from it, I'll be here to help. If you don't, I still love you, and I'll still be here."

- the purpose of your actions; your goal, and how you can achieve it.

- winning the (video?) game: descompunerea  in factori primi ai tintei. when does winning the game prevent you from enjoying the game.

-> you can't brute force your way into heaven

https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Ioan+15&version=NTLR

5-8. connection. dependence. wishing and receiving.







sâmbătă, 29 februarie 2020

no strengths attached

cu iz adventist.




if you struggle to be something,

struggle to be kind,
struggle to be loving.



struggle to be happy,

for goodness' sake.



and for your sake too,
for their sake, too.
for God's sake.


.
.
.

and, when you reach the point where you realize you can't be that,
stop struggling.
and just, let yourself, let your God-guided self be kind
and loving
and happy.


in ce ordine vreti voi.