joi, 5 august 2021

Explorarea potentialului

 Potential superficial - explorare, inainte de exploatare.


Show-off conversational si cele mai faine momente la mare cu Delia.


Teoretizam: atat fizic, cat si, in contextul acesta, psihic...


Let's drop it.


Cosmin doing dives la strand in Codlea.

Being wild on the mountain trail.


But maybe also being wild in conversations.


Does she *Need*, no, do I Need her to be wild in conversation?


It'd be cool if, but what if this is my thing, my guy thing? My type of sparring and showing off.


Asta s.ar putea sa fi mers cu Delia S, poate cu Teo, poate cu Ioana. Showing off and tempting them to join this dance of mine.


But maybe acting too wild would make it unattractive to join in; at best maybe just pleasant to watch from afar. Maybe being good at this dance would imply leading them in.


I guess this has been my invitation to dance. To drop the pleasantries and go deep and wild. Depth has been declined. Wildness has been half-accepted, but I might have taken it as deeply accepted.


Then rejection came in.


What if I would have goaded her to dance? Teased the dance steps out of her?


How does one do that?


Food for thought.


Lead them into deep-ness. Show them the joy of deep thought; of how good it feels to properly think.


Does she Need to be a dancer?

Maybe.

Can't say.


But I will learn how to dance with people.


"Parca am fi beti, vorbim despre treburi d-astea."


Join me in my drunkenness.


Let's work on that.