Pre-interviu la carturesti

 My december de la linkin park.

Slight sense of guilt and unfulfillment.

The opposite is satisfaction and contentment.

The current goal is self-esteem and confidence.

Guilt for breaking Sabbath And not preparing. 

I did the best I could today. I need to think of a better framework. But for now, I did my best. Perfectly optimised preparation, and I have done my duty to my family. 

Even Saturday. Even with Church. A fixed framework does not seem appropriate; old Jews stand as an example for that.

We do what we can of what we should and what we want.

Sucks to go against NNN. Was also mostly unsatisfying and guilt-inducing.

What was guilt the opposite of? Well. Satisfaction, it seems. Self-satisfaction. Self-esteem?

We should be like pro players should be, untiltable and knowing we are good enough to win, knowing we are the best that is needed.

Christianity maybe holds that we should be whole because of what has been done to us. But how does one take hold of that?

We shall overcome. Gotta do it. Definitely good enough to get a 2k at Cartu.

Leggo.

Why return home?

Due to love of Romanian language and culture and attachment style. It is said that it takes 30 hours of quality time to become attached to someone. Most of those, we have by proxy through culture.

Why drop corporate?

Because I did not connect to the lifestyle.

Imi place sa am un scop precis in ce fac: sa ajut oamenii sa aiba experiente noi, prin miscare sau carte, e un scop bun.

 Nu stiu daca.i un scop destul de mare cat sa raman la Carturesti pe termen lung, dar pe termen scurt mi.ar face placere.

De citit citesc Sanderson. Mereu voi citi Sanderson.

Ceva de placere si ceva de crestere.

Cel mai probabil pot incepe pe 12 Decembrie. Daca este esential voi incerca sa vad daca pot pe 5, dar nu este foarte probabil.

Sunt relativ flexibill dpdv al salariului, pentru ca nu imi este scopul principal. In jur de 2000-2500 cu bonuri.